finally I welcomed time to take IELTS exam!! my effort till be turn out after finished this test which I has been working on lean English until now.
look back from now to until now, it was natural for me to lean English any where.dirty Back packer’s hotel, work hostels,company accommodation,any situation etc…
since I was throw the towel Kitchen attendant at Fitzroy Island, I got calm and environmental that I can concentrate to study.
but I can not concentrate. I want take this test right now!! I want see result.
I am bringing about short temper…
even if I could get good result or not. it must have make me satisfy.
once I did not take on one thing it is like now.
I was always giving up or avoiding to turn out result and take on.I had been put on air optimist. however, true things was coward. I had been running away from result.
if work heard to lean English or something after result was bad or worth more than expect, I would be feeling shame to that result. it was not appropriate to the result and practice probably. but real is real. I must accept that true. I think I had not allowed happen that situation.
but as long as take on something, I never get result besides I can not get confidence for good. I can not escape from conflict that how about ability am I having now.
to know my ability…it is important and need guts not to defeated by result. it caused by all my self.
I was going to done what I have to do until now. my working holiday has been proceeding in accordance my plan roughly…
it is time to put finishing to my working holiday…