small things ?
now I am meeting to turning point.
since keep turn down job offer from ZESTY, despite paid 1500$. that reason why is for work at Ayers Rock only.
look back until now, I must have accepted job offer which come to me first.
was it mistake? that I was particular over work in Ayers Rock.various emotion welling up bottom of my heart.
but ”GIVE UP” is very heard for me.
when I was living in Japan. I had been giving up a lot of things which what I want to do and become.
about make reason for quit and give up, I will professional. this is ashamed story.so that I made own wish to my self that I quit to give up.
even if I had opportunity, I must chaise it and I should keep think how to come true that things.
I feel blue and impatient with lose time.
but I am asking myself that what do you have left to do?
I may satisfied that finished work at KINGS CREEK STATION?.
I might have come true that I wanted in AUS when finished work at there.
my future….a couple years after, long time years after…
I am not able to imagination.
If came back to Japan, will I take job interview that arrogance and oppress?this is trauma.
but one thing is sure.
I need money more.
hahaha.
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