I started thinking while see ranking of Working holiday
recently, I started thinking about people who decided and came to AUS.
it make me feel time is passing and I am one of Working Holiday parson.
each open ranking of Blog villege. some new comer are starting Blog. one is still getting ready for working holiday, another is already come or started life in AUS.
I see there’s Blog reminds me when I try come to here.I had kept send friendship claim to the parson who is righting Blog which passed life in AUS.
but one by one, they started leave here with past of time.next, it may my turn.
sooner or later, that turn come to me.
I want to proud that I came here when I look back again after finish my working holiday.
no one can look down my experience.
but why I feel scary go back to Japan?
I felt I wish I had to work at KCS more long time or forever…..I thought…
am I judged by others standard? when I come back Japan and when I hand in my resume to HR company ?
need money…and courage.
need motivate to make me move to achieve my wish.
but what is my wish?
it is, live. it is not live under the somebody’s standard.
why I keep study English? I do not Know reason why.
are you give up again?this question is for me from myself.
it is bad end that finish write my log.but I can not find out good word to close this Blog.
sorry.
but I must have grown up more than 2 years ago.
I hope to my self.
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