it’s about time that compromise to work in Ayers Rock…

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Yesterday, I went to my dispatch company to join in practice for job interview.
and I told to coordinator that give up to work a
in Ayers Rock and I quit particular about to work in Ayers Rock……
according to I started feel impatient and gloomy.one by one I getting lost time until my expiry day.
If I lost time when I can work through 6 month in work place, I will not able to applicant and 1500$ will become waste…
but it is result of stick to work in Ayers Rock.I was making determine for this situation.
now coming to abroad let me think that ”to life is keep decide every time”
the parson who hasn’t purpose is not stay in abroad.this thing remember me when I living in Japan.
it was 2 or 3 years ago.
I had just lost my way and aim that what should I arrive for? at that time, I was overcome by my self, I was fall resume draft to take part in JOCV.
even though I tried send resume and write down,I couldn’t it.
I was in discourage.
I have trauma about job interview.this experience is stabbing in my heart.I can not delete this trauma.
this situation was not change even come to AUS.
when I had been applying for Kings Creek Station,my motivation was unusual.
I was keeping insist to work in KCS.
it was nothing reason.just I wanted work in that place.
I am blue even now.I thinking I will not go to work place where more better than KCS.
before get Second Working holiday Visa, I would worked in farm where was illegal and under the sly owner.
but I do not want to harm it’s like lose lottery ticket. I do not want to go wrong with work place any more.
however, this is whine.
I might have to back Japan. Is it about time?
but I decided that stay years at least it’s like JOCV. this is discipline that I made own wish before I come here.
I need bear and patient. I still have time and money..
let it be…everything comes him who wait.I hope change my life by this working holiday.

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